And don’t you fool yourself- you and I, we both know that it won’t be your last.”. “You’re too messy, Marcus,” she would tease, playfully flicking paint drops on my face. 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I speak from experience. “Oh, believe me, Marcus. Anyway- I’ve got this job-proposal for you. Hi guys, one night while lying in bed just thinking about random stuff i contemplated a random scenario about the seed of light and how it is believed to be the maximum possible speed in the universe. But I was soon losing hold on my sanity. Was I alive or dead? “Listen, Marcus. He’d arrive at the wreckage, a reproachful look on his face as he’d claim my pathetic soul. Nothing changes faster Than the speed of love [Chorus 1] At the speed of love A radiance that travels At the speed of love My heart goes out to you. I knew for a fact that I wasn’t the only person who had made this decision in a similar dilemma. Faster than a wink of an eye; Faster than the wife can figure out a way to spend it. The police were fairly confident that it was a suicide attempt, but I refused to believe that. Another sip, to convince that I wasn’t a shitty spouse for loathing her. But for now, this murderous madness has to end. Trust me, I really don’t like to leave the story hanging. The drunken-drive started as innocuously as any drunken-drive you’d imagine. I was thinking that- “. Waiting, for the tall, dark and imposing entity that I had envisioned Death to be. No longer could I feel those prickly little glass swords on my body. Everything would’ve been jolly. But processing Crawford’s warnings was the last thing on my mind. This one drink would be the start of my blatantly-public rendezvous with my new-found mistress- booze. Both my lungs crushed, each struggling to respire their dying breaths. Tyler did. I wish I could pin the blame on my colleagues, my mostly-distant relatives, and, obviously, Jess; for not trying to drag me out of this ever-depressing quagmire. We were euphoric, the two of us- living on an otherworldly sense of hope and joy, that stemmed from the gleeful prospects of our upcoming parenthood. Those myriads of stars and moons that Jessica had sketched, about some 50, 000 of them- they all aligned to spell something on the lime-green background of our nursery wall. I’m guessing that’s what she cried about- I never made the effort to find out. That’s how I knew. She had this shy, knowing smile on her face- one that seemed to tell me, I got this, Love. And with every passing drink, I was sinking- deeper, and deeper, until I drowned to my doom. The mirror reflects a sharp gleam in the cabbie’s eyes. We’d have camped our weekends at some picturesque lake where I’d acquaint my child to all the marvels of nature. The authorities first ascertained that the perpetrators had been stealing possessions from the victims’ bodies when they found Monty Wilson. Oh? Parked opposite to her was remorse, gloomily sitting in a beatdown Jetta. @keyframes ibDwUVR1CAykturOgqOS5{0%{transform:rotate(0deg)}to{transform:rotate(1turn)}}._3LwT7hgGcSjmJ7ng7drAuq{--sizePx:0;font-size:4px;position:relative;text-indent:-9999em;border-radius:50%;border:4px solid var(--newCommunityTheme-bodyTextAlpha20);border-left-color:var(--newCommunityTheme-body);transform:translateZ(0);animation:ibDwUVR1CAykturOgqOS5 1.1s linear infinite}._3LwT7hgGcSjmJ7ng7drAuq,._3LwT7hgGcSjmJ7ng7drAuq:after{width:var(--sizePx);height:var(--sizePx)}._3LwT7hgGcSjmJ7ng7drAuq:after{border-radius:50%}._3LwT7hgGcSjmJ7ng7drAuq._2qr28EeyPvBWAsPKl-KuWN{margin:0 auto} I don’t care whatever ‘redemption’ or ‘get-what-they-deserve’ crap he tries to feed me or Marcus. Why wasn’t I rotting in some dark, hellish corner? Nothing expensive, really- none from my side, at least. I didn’t thank her- let alone console her. Every sip of the ice-cold beer helped me cope better with the grief of my loss. But I couldn’t break the habit. I have mixed feelings about that boy. 8. Mommy is here now. The star-crested necklace. That’s how I got myself into this vicious cycle. Occasionally, in some limited spells of sobriety, when I wasn’t retching my guts out or being tortured by some head-splitting hangover; I’d theorize that maybe drinking more was my way out of this rut. But they tried- a lot of them counseled, signed me for AA, sobriety campaigns, and stuff. You think it’s just a matter of telling your head to fuck it, forget it, and*, floor it*, and, voila! Every sip of the ice-cold beer helped me cope better with the grief of my loss. I’m guessing that’s what she cried about- I never made the effort to find out. Some chic hotter than my Jess plugged on my headphones, whispering in her siren, ASMR voice, Shh, shh, shh, you just sleep, honey. The passenger door clicked open. “A seriousness in his voice. Our every conversation went like, Patrick’s gonna so love this, or, Vivien’s gonna be so glad that. Speaking of whom, he stops the car. The max speed of the NX-01 was a hair over warp 5. If I was somehow alive, I wasn’t gonna be trash-talked by some junior-school brat. 0 2 3 320. Someone who crashed him. But we’ve got to be realistic about the biological scenarios involved here. Photo. “I hope you don’t m-mind. “… robbery seems to be a new-found motive. The least you can do is call an ambulance. Simple and easy. Posted by 3 years ago. A couple hours after we had finished, Jess rushed and threw up in the toilet. Watch the video for Faster Than The Speed Of Love from Giorgio Moroder's From Here To Eternity for free, and see the artwork, lyrics and similar artists. Mere puppets, supposed to vent the grudge he bears towards someone. But he always broke the bank on me, even though I begged him not to. My drinking wasn’t about me trying to alleviate my sorrows or uplift my soul or have a good time. Trust me, I really don’t like to leave the story hanging. .ehsOqYO6dxn_Pf9Dzwu37{margin-top:0;overflow:visible}._2pFdCpgBihIaYh9DSMWBIu{height:24px}._2pFdCpgBihIaYh9DSMWBIu.uMPgOFYlCc5uvpa2Lbteu{border-radius:2px}._2pFdCpgBihIaYh9DSMWBIu.uMPgOFYlCc5uvpa2Lbteu:focus,._2pFdCpgBihIaYh9DSMWBIu.uMPgOFYlCc5uvpa2Lbteu:hover{background-color:var(--newRedditTheme-navIconFaded10);outline:none}._38GxRFSqSC-Z2VLi5Xzkjy{color:var(--newCommunityTheme-actionIcon)}._2DO72U0b_6CUw3msKGrnnT{border-top:none;color:var(--newCommunityTheme-metaText);cursor:pointer;padding:8px 16px 8px 8px;text-transform:none}._2DO72U0b_6CUw3msKGrnnT:hover{background-color:#0079d3;border:none;color:var(--newCommunityTheme-body);fill:var(--newCommunityTheme-body)} There’re other things I’ll teach him later- the value of life, common courtesy, growing from mistakes. Feeling a bit under the wea-weather, that’s all.” I take a swig. You can think of so many questions when your body has been cleansed of every drop of alcohol. He shrugged if off and said that obviously an emotion won’t make him travel faster than the speed of light. Further… the coroners … identify a star-shaped bloodied…deceased’s jugular. So I thought it would be good if we explored some alternate parenting options. My eyes were almost glued shut from my mini, make-belief, Autonomous Sensory Meridian Response joyride; when they started to process a pubescent pedestrian charging across the road. But in my semi-conscious, semi-ecstatic, booze-boosted state, none of that mattered. Not when there’s a culpable father lurking at some quiet corner of your own, dark heart. Tyler did. That wasn’t half bad. Being dead, depressed, or estranged doesn’t give him, or anyone, for that matter, the right to wreck others’ lives. Criminal! 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